Tuesday, December 22, 2009
From Hong Kong to Boston, December 19, 2009
Just off the plane
Blizzard waiting, throwing
Gorgeously threatening wind
Spattered with opaque ice particles
Snow like Julia Child's omelettes
Fluffed by who holds
A handle incessantly moving
Shaking up my life - my skin
Is not used to the fifty degree fahrenheit drop
Not noticing until rosy cheeks last through next dawn
Running in a snowstorm
Better than Buddhist leg-crossing meditation
It is easy to be here
Displacement disappears
Explaining in an hour all
Abstractions - shattered self identity
Forming willfully - no longer a mirrored double
Uncanny expat expectancies, experience -
Taking shape from within
Radiating the labyrinth I've created
I cook dinner for my family
Feeding them a story
They previously only heard by phone.
Tuesday, December 15, 2009
Meaning of Life
Dude in a drunken
syncopated journey
to his pee tree
marches awkwardly to the music
playing on my iPod—
In Rainbows ringing,
bouncing between my ears
But he doesn’t understand—
Radiohead creates dissonance
musically and philosophically
breaking normal frequencies
to find truth
It is one-thirty
in the afternoon and much
too early to cloud your life
in momentary perfection fading
His friends sit with their backs
to the glistening rooftops
of Prague
as if this day and this sky
alternating incessantly between azure
and white making shade and sun
surprisingly cycling temperatures
was already done by them at the age
of twenty-seven
When it’s later, when
your hair has lost
the rainbow in a white-out
including all colors
(as physics tells us)
your life’s truths then
return to the
dreamworld—when realized
as MLK hoped for—
only then can you
float through life in your enlightenment found
King and Gandhi found it
after death
Buddhists reincarnate for it
but we may earlier though never
by jogging through life—
I run in infinite circles, often
changing my pace
pushed forward through
education and experiences
like death, reading Lear, cliff-climbing—
I journey across the world and carry the
minds of many students
with me, always getting me one step
closer to knowing
Listen to the People of the Sun
in Oaxaca, to the roommate
you would never have chosen,
to the political refugee from Zimbabwe
selling you a Prada bag outside
the Duomo and to all
the Weird Fishes along the way
I want to hear this drunk
man’s story,
but I don’t speak Czech.
I hope he goes back to reality
to find a better dream and die
with that everything
and that nothing
we are trying to define merely
in journey and never in the final result.
Hanoi Lake Ladies
Tai chi has evolved in this country.
Vietnamese women with soft middles
Stay flexible and vulnerable
As passersby chuckle in respect.
(They jump and kick in private gyms
lacking value beyond bodily development)
I wonder who hires the instructor?
She has them: touching,
Massaging shoulders in a train...
Something is slightly naughty in this scene
As if husbands watching are reminded
Of what they should do after dinner tonight.
